| Location | A G- North London |
| Age | 24 years |
| Date of Birth | 23/11/1982 |
| Date of Death | 22/01/2007 |
| Visitors | 4,189 since 20/02/2007 |
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Our darling Lexy, taken from us too soon......
A Son & Brother who was a credit to us & many others.
Thanks to everyone who came to the funeral....we sent Lexy off in the way he would've wanted.
We miss you Lexy so much & want you here but we know that you are guiding us on the path we have to tread.
Love & miss ya & always in our hearts, minds & soul xxxXXxxx
If anyone wants 2 put any tributes, stories, lite a candle or any fotos of Lexx, they're more than welcome....thanx 4 putting those fotos on.....1's we havent seen b4 & we are sure there's more.....
We would like to say that we are going to have a Memorial Service 4 Lexx at 4pm on 28th February 2008 at the same church that we had the funeral.
We would like people who knew Lexx to come & share their memories & stories with us on this day.
just wanted to wish you a happy birthday and i hope your celebrating it in the best possible way ever , you have no idea how much love and kisses i am sending with this message , you are and always be in my thoughts , and altho on a occasion like this i am so sad that you are no longer here , i am also so greatfull that i new you for the lengh of time that i did , sleep well and ill be back soon lotts of love and kisses tasha xxxxxx
Miss you much Lexy! cant believe how old you actually getting! loool well i knw 2day champers bottles will be drank with you 2day, sleep tight angel have a great birth day enjoy it xxxxxxxxx
Your Birthday.....
Hey Lexx,
Jus want to be the first to wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY...just think , you would be 29 this year...anotha year & you would've been 30....wow....
....but that's not to be as through a certain person's inflated ego, that has been taken from you & from us as well.....sometimes I wonder if he ever thinks about you or his collegues that were also involved....do they think about you....????
I tell you what Lexx...I hope you haunt them day & night for the rest of their lives for they were wrong in what they did.....during & after....
The video shoot on Sat went really well & thank you for sending such beautiful weather...the sun was so warm it felt like it was a summers day..... it brought back memories when you used to link the boys downstairs to us & you all used to chill out listening to tunes & having a laugh...how I miss those times.......
...& when I got up Sunday, looked out of the window & saw thick fog....what a difference to the day before....so again, thank you for such a beautiful day...it was like you were there with us, cheering Chyna on... blessing him....
...& to Chyna....thank you again for the tune in memory of Lexx & involving us in it....can't wait to see the finished results!!!!! May the tune make its mark & spread your name forward....
....& not forgetting the people who took time out to take part in the shoot & who in their own way remembered you ...thank you for being there to support Chyna & show love for you.....
So Lexx, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....missing you soo much & wish you were here with us.....
luv ya loadz......mumzie....xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Deep in my Heart
Hey Lexx.....
Haven't been in the mood to really put anything on here for a while as soo much sh*t has been going on but this is something I have to tell you about...
Well things have certainly been happening...got an email from Chyna...he's bringing out a new tune called 'Deep in my Heart' & wants us, the mandem & tha girls to be in the video for the song which is being shot on Sat ...
...& its been dedicated in memory of you....bless you Chyna....
Its really weird as its your birthday next wed & its like you sending a lil message to us via Chyna's hand.......afta all, this could've happened for Chyna at any time. earlier in the year, later this year..... & yet its happened at this time.....
Yea.....your birthday is coming around again....this year has gone soo quick...like a blink of an eye...& soo much has changed....for us & with the people round us....funny how things can change so much in the space of a year....things you think are there for life suddenly disappear.....& you feel like, were they there in the first place...??
One minute you think you have your life a lil bit under control...you look around you & think that you're safe with what you see.....but it's all an illusion.... because what you see just doesn't seem to make you feel safe...
Still, life moves on whether we like it or not....& you know me Lexx, I roll with the flow & I know say that you are there next to me, with your sis...& there is also people there that I never thought would be.....life is strange eh...
Miss you so much & always in my thoughts, mind & heart....
Luv ya loadz...
Mumzie xxxxxxxxxxxx
Its mummys 50th birthday soon and all can think about is how you should be right here with us planning it, we are a family the three of us, and there is so much ur missing out on and all i want to do is share it with you. We always stuck together and i miss that more than anything, nothing is ever the same without you there with your amazing smile and laugh that always made everyone around you feel better.
Mum has a sister and we have two cousins and i wish they could meet you; we met them a few weeks ago and it just felt like a piece of the puzzle was missing and you are the missing piece, nothing is right without you here. I wish you could tell us where you are and that everything is gna b ok, all i can do is look forward 2 the day we r together again.
Ill never stop missing you, love your sister xxxxx
To Tasha....Respect...
Hey Lexx....just read Tasha's lil message 2 u & boy did it make me think....
..I see Tasha maybe a cple times a week thro a window on her way back from picking up her 3 beautiful children from school & remember how Tasha looked after u when u came into her care & was in tha Chapel of Rest...how Tasha used 2 read 2 u....she even wore tha same scent that u used 2 luv....Paul Smith...how Tasha really helped us thro such a devastating tym...& all thro that tym. & even up 2 now..how & what is she thinking or feeling??
U grew up 2getha...ur sis & her inseperable...U tha 1 making sure no-one troubled them...yea...I think about those tyms....so this is 2 u Tash...ur mum I know is so proud of u...& so am I...& Lexy....he's walkin by u darlin...same way as he was in life... a BIG RESPECT 2 u Tash,..Luv ya & always in da heart ....Mumzie 2 xxxxxxxx
hey lexx , sorry i havent been on here in a while been so busy but it doesnt mean i havent been thinking about you , i think about you all the time and still very much miss you , i really do hope your happy were you are as you truelly deserve it , so much has changed round here its just not the same with out u., really wish you could see my 3 children now if you were still here you would have been laughing at me lol , any ways i gotta go now but i will be back soon i promise keep watching over your mum and sister as i no there still missing you terribley , keep safe lotts of love and kisses love tasha .xxxxxxxxxxx
Missing you
Hey Lexx,
Haven’t been on here for a while although I wanted to put this up from time but you know us Lex, always a long tip..
Over 4 years have now gone past & what a difference this last year has brought about…
We laid flowers at where you were taken from us as we do every year on your anniversary & I thank the people who remembered & took the time out to lay flowers with us…you know who you are & I’m sure Lexy is thanking you as well for remembering him at this time…
Again it was hard…seems like every year becomes harder when you realise that this was something that shouldn’t have happened, shouldn’t have reached the conclusion that it did & all because of one person’s ego who at the end of the day didn‘t give a damm about someone’s life…
They say life goes on which is so true as I see that all around me, people moving on with their lives..but for me & your baby sis, life as we knew it came to a stop when you were taken from us…our life now is without you, not seeing you or hearing you laugh, even down to the mad sneezing sessions that you used to get…you on the pc for hours playing games & more importantly, being the peacemaker when the people you cared about fell out with each other..we would give anything to have life back to how it was before all this s**t happened..
But that will never be….
Now I am watching the way we are all falling apart, situations occurring that should never be reaching the stages that they are & there’s seems to be nothing that can be done to stop this rot, this erosion of what we thought was family…but as they say, life goes on & sometimes you have to go with life even if you don’t like what it is saying to you..
So ma babi boy…sending all ma love, hugs & xxxxxx’s to you & always in ma thoughts….luv ya loads & missing you all tha time….Mumzie xxxxxxx
Another New Year...
Another New Year without you......
Hey ma beautiful boy…hows it in heaven? Haven’t been on here for a while.. sometimes its hard to come on here & say what I really want to say as I‘m not saying it to you…we’re into another year …& nothing changes…its coming up to 4 years that you were taken away from us & it still feels like yesterday…the pain raw as it was that first day when we were told you weren’t coming home ever again…I still hear you bopping down the stairs & have to look twice….but you’re not there…hear your laughter & have to remind myself that it must be in ma head….I know you gave me a hug the other day when I said ‘we all have a story to tell & a song to sing’…you liked that lyric eh…..but its sooo hard….we should be doing things together but its not to be…
I’ve decided that I’m going pick up where I left off on our lil thing….I think the dust has settled to a point where I can see where to go in a better frame of mind & I know that you will be walking beside me on this…I can’t sit back & do nothing & say ‘its not my problem’…as it is….it’s the reason why you are not with us…& all it takes is for people to do nothing for badness to triumph…all I can do is give it my best shot baby boy & I know there’s a few new boys on the block who are crying out for justice too….I know you will show me the signs & lead me in the right direction & together we will get our voices heard…luv ya loads & missing you each & every day…Mumsie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Your Birthday........
Hey my beautiful angel...tomorrow is your birthday & you will be 28....
the third birthday with you not here with us to celebrate...we miss you all the time but birthdays & christmas are the worst....as you are not here with us... tho we will be celebrating your birthday as we always do...a time of reflection of where we could have been to where we actually are...the pain of losing you is still as sharp as it was as the day we were given the devastating news...& still, I keep asking myself WHY???? How did it go so terribly wrong???? Questions, that who knows could've been answered if only certain people had told the truth instead of covering up...but you know what they say baby boy...what gets done in the dark shall see the light of day...but tomorrow we will be with you in your lil garden to have a lil drink with you & your sis & tha boys have arranged a meal out & you know where all roads are going to lead after that.....so to wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY & sending all our love to you...missing you all tha time....Mumsie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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